Zzzz...
Holidays are weird.
During the school days, you'll dream about them.
Then during the holidays, you'll hate them.
And I'm bored now and stupidly, on the 1st day of the holidays -.-
Two months to go, yay.
At least there's camp and sutff later on. And a holiday trip. Heh.

Sometimes I like school days.
At least they'll keep you occupied and you won't have to think of your troubles so much.
School work, friends and crap are good distractions.
And if you're troubled, one fake smile is all you need to solve it, temporarily.
At least when you got hurt, most of the time, nobody will notice coz they're all busy.

But now, it is all emptiness at home during the early afternoons.
Distractions here are chores and I don't mind doing them.
But there is this stupid dead feeling in my head.
And the past still haunting me.

And I'm getting more boring than usual.
And now, I'll blabbering. Nice.
But I've to admit it is sort of nice to post about crap once it a while.


F.


= ) ŵ€ǏχuaN ) =
Fighting a stupid losing battle in my mind.

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